survival of the fittest
Wednesday, December 09, 2009
Mid-sem test.
time to conclude that, studying in poly isn't the same as in secondary school. im not talking about the subjects/modules but the environment. or maybe its just me. i miss those days where motivation can be easily found. and having proper friends that had been constantly helping and supporting each other in everything you can think of. but it looks like times have changed.
now it seemed more like a survival of the fittest.
there's so many things i want/have/need to do. holidays please come faster!
if you ask me if i love her, i'd lie.
I forgot what i wanna type...
~Goodbye
2:06 AM--
does rainbow means anything?
Thursday, December 03, 2009
rainbowww~i wish you were there.Crashhhhh~
Lenovo FYP lappy crashed. hardisk problems. put it simply, i lost 100% practicals, 100% assignment, 40% fyp. i have no mood for anything already! my advice to everyone - buy an external hardisk, and backup often. ~or feel me!
Shagged.
im damn tired and shagged. headaches are coming back everyday. i just hope its not migrain
I WANT MY OWN HOUSE!
Stress~
~Goodbye
10:53 PM--
motivation?
Friday, November 27, 2009
~Goodbye
2:01 AM--
smile (:
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
So i finally found a way to transfer photos from my phone to the laptop.
Here goes:
result of a happy pill?
Work.
I don't know why but the time during work flew damn slow. Anyways, i was bored, and they had this charity donation thing going on. yeah, 2 bucks for the "smile". so i decided to play with it. imagine me on that picture serving a customer at the counter lol! but i had to stop playing when i accidentally made a small kid cry. its not my fault! am i that scary? or is he just afraid of the big smile. haha!
oh and, i find this picture during the LAN gaming event suprisingly similar to the top.
~and i can't believe i skipped school today for the most lamest reasons.
i feel like a jerk sometimes for feeling this way.
~Goodbye
2:08 AM--
Innocence is brilliance indeed but...
Sunday, November 15, 2009
it has always kept me thinking.
im not good at phrasing direct and proper sentences but... here goes.
Innocent or "for the good".
i choose innocent. sometimes, i don't want things to change ~ especially not when it will affect my life. i dont understand why i can't accept things that are for the good. everyone's doing it and i know i can't stay this way forever. i will be forced into it sooner or later. and all i can say is things at home are changing. and i'm afraid to change and forget who i used to be.
Saturday.
Believe it or not, i slept for 17 hours. i still cant beat my record of 26 hours of sleep during sec sch. anyways, im really damn shagged over the days of tonning in school. I was wondering what to do since its SATURDAY! surely i can't be staying at home! ~and no one is free to go out =/
So it was a random bus game again.
Okay, so here's the rules:
go to the nearest bus stop. and board the first bus. then wait till u reach a proper destination for shopping/slacking/eating or simply anything. 162 came first and my first thought was orchard or plaza sing. but i was too tired sitting down in the bus that i went down at orchard. so thats where i went today!
Its been ages since i last went down to Orchard. well, at least 3-4 months ago when my dance class stopped for awhile. Anyways, walked at Far East and then strolled down towards somerset when Faiz called me to eat dinner. after which we went to play the DJ Hero at cineleisure as we wanted some entertainment. i find it cool to how such a game existed! we had fun BUT the equipment there are screwed! probably my first and last trip there for its games! Met huixuan and shulin after they finished work and we had supper at Mac before going home.
and and and our supper was - ice latte, small fries, apple pie, spicy snack wrap and green tea all going for $2.35. GUESS WHICH IS FREE?
Oh and before i forget TA DAAA!
wtf?!
dont worry, i got shocked too! LOL!
~Goodbye
4:18 AM--
