Todae i went out to town to look for something to wear for the Prom Night...
Very Sianz cos i am like kinda broke, and what's more, everyone is wearing retro...
So..it's hard when u went down and saw like almost everything is like above $50
=(
But i realised something when i was shopping wif Zul,Faiz and Farhan...
Well, they gt money to spend =D haha...but when i was walking at the back for one time, I realised how long i havent went shopping wif my family...
From what i thought of, we 'Stopped' when i was around sec 1[ that's when my parents divorced ]
But i really missed the times we had together... and especially all the items that we bought
We used to eat and bought our things together...
My parents would buy me some Tshirts, shorts, and shoes...
But now that i'm sort of away from my family...its hard to get all of these stuff...
Money is one thing but what i really miss is FAMILY times...
Now it's like having no family at all...even when i'm not schooling, my 'current' family dun even give me allowance...that's the reason i'm broke...
Maybe...argh, i just dunno what to do anymore...
Sometimes i think, is this the life that a teenager should have? I'm tired of it... sometimes i am angry bout why they didn't think again and again of making the decision but i guess its not for me to know...but if i was in their place...maybe, just maybe, i'll know... =(
