Ok, i havent been blogging cos i dun want to. Haha.
I want to keep some thing's to myself.
Anyway, just now went out for a grp outing wif my mates.
Yeah, i had fun. I think we All did.
Somehow, it's been awhile that we had our last outing.
And only just now did i realise something is missing.
But nevertheless, i managed to put those thoughts away.
I gave myself a chance to stop being a thinker and to relax for once.
I know it's not gng anywhere if i did otherwise.
It's been very long but for once, i felt happy.
Thanks guys...From time to time, those thoughts keep me going on...
But there's no chance i'm ever gonna get it again...
