My throats are burning like fire.
Exhausted from every wave that pricked the back of my throats.
A wave so sharp that even my heart felt like being thrusted with a sharp spear.
But that's not what i'm afraid of.
The world is spinning around me and every heartbeats could be heard.
Every pulse travelled thru my veins to my eardrums.
Every few seconds, there would be that sharp piercing feeling thru my head.
My skull felt like being squeezed by 2 trapwalls, which kept stabbing me in the head.
A pain, permanent in my head. Never would i escape it.
Damn, i just feel like killing myself.
I hate suffering from this!
I'd rather be shot and stop this thinking of mine.
Damn sickness, please just let me rest.
