Its not a nightmare..
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Lethargic...It's not about the workloads i had...I thought it's just a nightmare everyone gets...But nightmare doesn't come everyday...Well, not when u don't have any fears...A nap, which turned out a freaking shit of a nightmare...It seemed like hours of suffering,numbness...I can't move an inch...Something's holding me...But i never gave in...Prayers doesnt help either...Whatever that has been bothering me...I somehow managed to break free by slapping myself...I don't know how, but yeah, it sort of come from my mind...10 mins passed just by that fucking suffering...But, i know what happened...It's not a dream/nightmare...It's real...For once, i'm really afraid.
~Goodbye
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