A long bad day.
My mind was deep in thoughts every seconds.
'Past or future'
I could stay and continue living this way; but i don't want to.
I could move on in life, and looks towards the future; but my mind told me not to.
I'm just afraid, of repeating the same mistakes that i once did.
The future, no, i'm just too scared.
I'm just weak, cold.
Maybe i just don't want to suffer like i did before.
I don't want to be alone anymore. It sucks.
Sometimes i wish i'm like those mindless souls roaming around aimlessly within this earth.
Free from Jealousy,Memories and Love.
