1 month hiatus
Monday, April 13, 2009
1 Month.Almost reaching a month now without blogging. I dont understand but its like i dont have the blogging mood for the past few weeks. I admit, i have no reason not to blog. It just doesnt occur in my mind to blog daily =P. Regardless, i think its kinda good in a way that 'yesterday should not be remembered'; you may want to forget certain stuffs. And no promise, ill try to update my blog weekly at least okay? hah!Commitments.So many things are happening at one time. i hate this, always. ive got lots of commitments - dance, work, friends and problems. There's one more which i try not to bother myself with; Love - not yet. Okay lets get back to this part later. Anyways, Ive been busy lately. Camp is finally over; a hectic workload. its been taking away my sleep but i am happy with what i did and i dont regret the slightest bit. Dance had been taking my weekends; no break until recital's over. i want to do this. And to some of my friends. Im really sorry i couldnt meet up with you even for a simple lunch/dinner in the weekends. Im on financial budget and cant spend much. Even the journey cost a bunch. Sorry i didnt make it. Ive so many people i want to catch up with but budget and time is tight on my side. Once my stuffs are over, lets go out kay? hope you guys understand.Love.I recently had some thoughts around me that made me want to talk about it and to piece everything up. It always jumbles up in my mind and i end up being confused myself. One reason i try not to fall in love is because there are always more cons as already proven. All this time, i misunderstood my own understanding of love. I dont want a short relationship nor a 'try' relationship. I may not be good at love itself but one thing i know is; when i love you, it means i really love you.I find myself contradicting my own words sometimes. Instead of not thinking about it, sometimes i let those emotions in me and i will dwell over it. I admit, i am falling in love. But it is getting nowhere and i will only be exagerating and getting emotional about it. I will snap out of it sooner or later. so im okay =D no worries.Cool, i actually blogged this long when i have the mood xD. Lets hope the mood stays. Cya, im outta here. Lunch time =D
~Goodbye
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