HERMI (: ~ all i want is a simple life with ya.

tumblr?

2010-05-09T17:28:00.001+08:00

i may be moving to tumblr.

i couldn't find those words to say to you.

i lost it.

why now?

2010-04-28T02:54:00.003+08:00

you've only got yourself to blame and no one else.

great work.

loser.

that song, it says it all.

2010-04-21T03:15:00.003+08:00

complicated

2010-04-19T02:32:00.004+08:00

~quoted from a show yesterday

love is about sacrificing yourself for the her happiness.

even if it means losing your friends and families just to make her smile everyday.

spending most of your time with her despite having no time for yourself at all.

doing your best to make her have the best time of her life.

complicated indeed!

oh and i really dont know what to blog lol.

no more daily life routine story.

what can i blog about?!you?

=(

2010-04-16T23:14:00.000+08:00

someone tell me what to do!

hmm...

2010-04-09T02:35:00.000+08:00

today's just not the day eh?

im getting tired of this.

2010-03-23T02:59:00.004+08:00

An empty room can be so deafening,

The silence makes you wanna scream,

It drives you crazy.

I chased away the shadows of your name,

And burned the picture in a frame,

But it couldn't save me.

And how could we quit something we never even tried,

Well you still can't tell me why.

We built it up,

To watch it fall.

Like we meant nothing at all.

I gave and gave the best of me,

But couldn't give you what you need.

You walked away,

You stole my life,

Just to find what you're looking for.

But no matter how I try,

I can't hate you anymore.

...I can't hate you anymore.

You're not the person that you used to be,

The one I want who wanted me,

And that's a shame but,

There's only so many tears that you can cry.

Before it drains the light right from your eyes,

And I can't go on that way.

And so I'm letting go of everything we were,

It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.

We built it up,

To watch it fall.

Like we meant nothing at all.

I gave and gave the best of me,

But couldn't give you what you need.

You walked away,

You stole my life,

Just to find what you're looking for.

But no matter how I try,

I can't hate you anymore.

Sometimes you hold so tight,

It slips right through your hands.

Will I ever understand?

We built it up,

To watch it fall.

Like we meant nothing at all.

I gave and gave the best of me,

But couldn't give you what you need.

You walked away,

You stole my life,

Just to find what you're looking for.

But no matter how I try,

I can't hate you anymore.

so much had happened. i know i needed someone. but who?

im sick and tired of all of this.

what is this?

2010-02-16T08:22:00.003+08:00

its 8am.
time to do some self-reflections.
i thought alot lately.
too much things ended up not done.
failure.
am i really that difficult to read and understand?
disappointment.
regrets.
so much for my ~~happy ending.~~

i want to have a break today and tomorrow. i wanna go out. someone please ask me out? and we'll have a good chat/talk of our lives. haha. HERMI ASK YOU OUT LEH!!

future dance passion?

2010-01-24T01:49:00.004+08:00

its a very bad weekend to start with. my body's been aching badly from intense workout. dance and badminton. and still i can't stop yet. tomorrow's gonna be another intense 11am-11pm WORK day. SUN-day never felt so gloomy before. but i'll survive (=

anyways, i had a really inspiring and meaningful talk with my dance instructor. its hard to explain but it helps motivate me to take my passion in dance to a new level. thanks alot and i really appreciate it. but sometimes i keep thinking; is dance really my passion?

i was watching this show and i like one part of it. it was between a father and son aged 19. father was a murderer. son knows that his father was a murderer and was caught in the end but son still tried to protect his father via any means. but the question is why?
~i guess its still your dad afterall.

and he called. and i cant even ask a simple 'how are you?' . i really miss him.

its unexplainable.

2010-01-16T01:55:00.003+08:00

i love this feeling.

like listening to old songs, but in a way, they sound different though.

the meanings. everything seemed like it had changed.

those songs felt much more meaningful now.

like there's suddenly the umpff in it!

its magic~

there's no music that can describe how beautiful you are.

clueless~

2010-01-08T00:53:00.001+08:00

the question is, what can i do?

Happy New Year - 2010!

2009-12-31T14:41:00.007+08:00

a simple countdown.

2009 Resolution?
Take a look at my 2008 Resolution :

2009 Resolution.
I dont know what my resolutions are. but i just wanna have a smooth life journey through 2010. probably, goals are much more important. what i can only wish for is to improve on myself/character. and the only way to achieve this is through experience. that is why life is really damn meaningful over the years. ~new goals will be updated at my sidebar =)

Poly Education.
Its my final year in poly. despite being quite a slacker at stuff, i enjoy studying and i dont wanna stop. personally, grades doesnt matter as long as you understand what you're studying but you still have to pass it la lol. DISM was probably a wrong choice for me BUT not a wrong move. simply put, the knowledge will help me for sure! So, my advice to those who thought they took the wrong course - It is really okay! learn and graduate with your current course because it will help you in future years to come. and then... PURSUE your ideal career!

and i wish you guys a happy new year! may 2010 be a good year to start afresh.

merry christmas peeps!

2009-12-27T03:26:00.008+08:00

i just wanna sit down and talk.

merry xmas.

Xmas eve celebration.
Celebrated the holiday with lots of people today. dinner was good. freeflow ice creams and drinks. syiok! a short truth or dare game outside marina square while waiting for the others. lots of phototaking sessions as we walk from marina square to orchard. and orchard central sky garden! woot i love heights! and sceneries! enough said, it was fun and i really enjoyed it. thanks peeps.

Xmas day.
So we sorta have a short reunion during xmas. my family and my cuzzin's family. we went to Jurong Swimming Complex for some swimming and entertainment. Jakuzi, Lazy, Wave, Slides! But what i looked forward to, was the Food! honey chicken, mexican bbq chicken, KFC hot chicken, snackers, and lots more. and i could have swore that i ate little by little every 15 mins or so. with the rain, it felt so relaxed for once.

i'd do whatever it takes to make you smile. ~

Happy Xmas Eve!

2009-12-14T03:16:00.009+08:00

Updates~

Lets try to recall some events ever since the holiday starts.

1) Freshmen Orientation Workshop

2) DMIT Movie Marathon

3) Ran 11.5km for BIG MAC event at MacRitchie Reservoir Forest Trails

4) Night Cycling (photos soon)

5) Dance Sessions @ Moberly

6) NS Medical Checkup

7) VIVOCITY TOM YUM FRIED FISH LOL!

Most of my other days are already FIXED.

FYP weekdays. WORK weekends. REST for public holidays. any other days i missed out?

Current Status : STRESS!

ohh and MERRY XMAS to everyone!

survival of the fittest

2009-12-09T02:06:00.002+08:00

Mid-sem test.

time to conclude that, studying in poly isn't the same as in secondary school. im not talking about the subjects/modules but the environment. or maybe its just me. i miss those days where motivation can be easily found. and having proper friends that had been constantly helping and supporting each other in everything you can think of. but it looks like times have changed.

now it seemed more like a survival of the fittest.

there's so many things i want/have/need to do. holidays please come faster!

if you ask me if i love her, i'd lie.

I forgot what i wanna type...

does rainbow means anything?

2009-12-03T22:53:00.003+08:00

rainbowww~i wish you were there.

Crashhhhh~
Lenovo FYP lappy crashed. hardisk problems. put it simply, i lost 100% practicals, 100% assignment, 40% fyp. i have no mood for anything already! my advice to everyone - buy an external hardisk, and backup often. ~or feel me!

Shagged.
im damn tired and shagged. headaches are coming back everyday. i just hope its not migrain
I WANT MY OWN HOUSE!

Stress~

motivation?

2009-11-27T02:01:00.000+08:00

motivate me

smile (:

2009-11-17T02:08:00.004+08:00

So i finally found a way to transfer photos from my phone to the laptop.

Here goes:

result of a happy pill?

Work.

I don't know why but the time during work flew damn slow. Anyways, i was bored, and they had this charity donation thing going on. yeah, 2 bucks for the "smile". so i decided to play with it. imagine me on that picture serving a customer at the counter lol! but i had to stop playing when i accidentally made a small kid cry. its not my fault! am i that scary? or is he just afraid of the big smile. haha!

oh and, i find this picture during the LAN gaming event suprisingly similar to the top.

~and i can't believe i skipped school today for the most lamest reasons.

i feel like a jerk sometimes for feeling this way.

Innocence is brilliance indeed but...

2009-11-15T04:18:00.004+08:00

it has always kept me thinking.

im not good at phrasing direct and proper sentences but... here goes.

Innocent or "for the good".

i choose innocent. sometimes, i don't want things to change ~ especially not when it will affect my life. i dont understand why i can't accept things that are for the good. everyone's doing it and i know i can't stay this way forever. i will be forced into it sooner or later. and all i can say is things at home are changing. and i'm afraid to change and forget who i used to be.

Saturday.

Believe it or not, i slept for 17 hours. i still cant beat my record of 26 hours of sleep during sec sch. anyways, im really damn shagged over the days of tonning in school. I was wondering what to do since its SATURDAY! surely i can't be staying at home! ~and no one is free to go out =/

So it was a random bus game again.

Okay, so here's the rules:
go to the nearest bus stop. and board the first bus. then wait till u reach a proper destination for shopping/slacking/eating or simply anything. 162 came first and my first thought was orchard or plaza sing. but i was too tired sitting down in the bus that i went down at orchard. so thats where i went today!

Its been ages since i last went down to Orchard. well, at least 3-4 months ago when my dance class stopped for awhile. Anyways, walked at Far East and then strolled down towards somerset when Faiz called me to eat dinner. after which we went to play the DJ Hero at cineleisure as we wanted some entertainment. i find it cool to how such a game existed! we had fun BUT the equipment there are screwed! probably my first and last trip there for its games! Met huixuan and shulin after they finished work and we had supper at Mac before going home.

and and and our supper was - ice latte, small fries, apple pie, spicy snack wrap and green tea all going for $2.35. GUESS WHICH IS FREE?

Oh and before i forget TA DAAA!

wtf?!

dont worry, i got shocked too! LOL!

alone and hungry

2009-11-12T14:25:00.005+08:00

im hungry. im freezing. im bored. im all ALONE at concourse! (=

End of Gaming!

Today's the last day of lan gaming. last day to suffer the "freezing and cold weather" in concourse and and and, i know whats after today!!

FOODCOURT 5 REUNION!

LOL!

Anyways.

i shall get back to my proper daily sleep. i can't afford to miss classes anymore.

Any request on what i should blog about? lol. i out of IDEAS!

Indecisive.

2009-11-09T08:18:00.005+08:00

i hate being indecisive.

i dont understand.

i thought i told myself this blog is to keep me or friends updated about my daily activities. but whenever i start typing here, i always have this urge to blog about my feelings. and its not supposed to be this way. i know its pointless to even try. cos the results kinda obvious. your making it hard for me too.

why do i keep typing and typing and ended up removing the whole para. oh well~

no activities for this post. =D

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dont give up!

2009-11-05T10:44:00.001+08:00

things are changing.

but i should not give up.

...

.....

....

...

not yet.

hanging on

2009-10-12T03:38:00.002+08:00

hanging on to another day.
it shall be better.

Makeover.
Saving up cash to have a house makeover. its time i do something for my family haha! maybe a dream living room for a simple life. jiayou!
~ maybe an attitude makeover too :D

Shagged.
i ~~never~~ hate doing closing shifts. cos im doing double job due to shortage of workers/closers. and sleep time becoming lesser =/ and more tiring. i wish i was superman. haha. okayy, i will try to opt out of closing shifts when school reopens. my days shall be better!
its the first time i ever felt this way. there was a point of time i thought i was losing them. almost. dad. and mum. i thought they dont care. afterall. it seemed like i was old enough to take care of myself. but i guess they do care. maybe its just that, im just asking too much.
how do i be better.
i feel stucked at this point of life.

BIG updates =)

2009-10-09T04:05:00.002+08:00

heyy peeps! im back to rock. =)

LTC camp.
so i went to help out in the event! despite being tough and also supposingly endurance camp, it was enjoyable irregardless. an experience which i will call - UBIN LIFETIME EXPERIENCE! haha! but i know this camp will bring out the leader in us. and proven =) Anws, great camp. and the coconut drink there is simply heavenly under the weather!

Hari Raya with friends.

(picture from huixuan cam)
Went to Wan and Liy house. to sum up, its an enjoyable day slacking at each other's house watching TV haha! Spongebob Squarepants and Terminator. Paiseh my house not available that day. problemmmm!

i forgot what to blogg! hmmpff!

Selamat Hari Raya!

2009-09-25T02:47:00.002+08:00

im suppose to blog yesterday. but i was too engrossed with a tv show that i forgotten about it. broken promises. stupid hermi. anyways, i think im just gonna blog about the recent happy stuff in my life. the bad ones? off to private. Haha!

Hari Raya.
what i always looked forward to, was the food. every year there will always be lots of delicacies. and my grandma's generations families have genuine unique super duper delicious FOOD! if everyday is like this, i confirm plus chop become fat. met with my cousins. some are married and have their own family. time really fly verflew by very fast. we were small back then, and now everyone's with a family. bless you guys!

Guitar Hero 5.
went to town with a friend since he wanted companions to buy a ps3 and guitar hero 5. wah rich kid. then stayed over his house and slacked. but im NOT good at GH5. but im not bad at the real guitar. reality beats virtual games HAHA! caught up with each other and slack ahh. lol.

update more soon cos i forgot what im suppose to blog about. i know there is MORE!

2009-09-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

i promise to blog tonight lol

dinner with tritons at marina square

2009-09-15T05:39:00.003+08:00

we met up for dinner at marina square. guess what we ate! subway! -.- travel so far just to eat subway haha! okay but we went to eat by the esplanade bay. caught up with each other's life;NS and polytechnic. i've always loved the bay but now its congested with photographers, smokers, drinkers, beautiful view INDEED HAHA! okay, then giant earthquake at swensens. thanks to papa for treating us! minus off the vouchers; hope not burden for you.

I suddenly, remembered we talked about love thingy. a question was asked.

What is love?

i guess, there wont be answers but to experience love itself.

when you love someone, you just love everything about her.

whatever she does, it will bring a smile back to you.

caring for one another, wanting to be around each other.

well, you feel like you wanna be there in her life.

i dont really know. afterall, im not that experienced. but i'll still be looking for my answer irregardless (:

home pollution

2009-09-11T02:47:00.004+08:00

the baby's crying and screaming again. and they never do anything proper about it. daily happenings.
i don't want to put my hands in cos i want you to learn. but...
fuck. i want to move out.

if theres a time to emo, it should be now. cos this time of my life sucks.

090909

2009-09-10T02:07:00.002+08:00

today reminds me of my birthday on 20/06/2006. its weird to why everyone say that these kind of dates semed like a lucky day. but i think if we just put our minds to it, everyday will be a happy day. but yeah, for those who celebrated, let it run through the memories. at least, its gonna be a special day.
cries. nags. screams. shouts. damn pissed lah!
and tomorrow is going to be okay. (:

chalet with just crew

2009-09-08T01:43:00.001+08:00

wahaha! overall i enjoyed the chalet at costa sands pasir ris. at least, this was a new location for me. plus! i always loved outdoors; be it camping, tonning, chalet or whatsoever. nature is my best friend haha! and i went to swim in the morning! and both my calf cramped and hurts till now ah. why am i so weak! anyways, im gonna miss dancing with them for 2 months. justis gonna go osaka, so no lessons. but i hope for gatherings though!

and i miss everyone lah! )=

you cant run away forever

2009-09-01T03:46:00.005+08:00

sometimes i think its best to run away.

im not the type to talk about my weakness.

recently i felt very moody. i just dont like the way things are at home right now. i thought of staying out late everyday, but i'd feel even worse by doing that. ah! so much to say but i cant. sis may be reading this since she frequents my blog. man, how to blog her ip address lol! =) if only the world doesnt revolve around families...ok hermi stop the crap! irregardless, i'll still be home and somewhere trying to think of the best solution. i know i'll find one. i just know.i wont neglect my responsibility cos i dont wanna be like dad - he keeps running away.

and i am about to experience my childhood ambition this friday lol! those who know - shhhh! =)

note to him:

please dont try to act like you know everything. fact is, you dont. if everything is so easy, why are u in a mess yourself. you are nothing but... just stop intefering with what i do can you? just leave me alone! i wanna lead my own life. if im having problem, i'll face it myself. damn.

Rain in the morning

2009-08-29T03:56:00.011+08:00

rain rain, everyday.

please just rain yeah everyday.

hermi hermi loves the rain.

rain rain, everyday.

(rhymes to the nursery rhyme - rain)

Yet again it rains in the early morning. My door is open now and i love the breeze! i walked through the drizzles and felt damn shiokk ah! (just ended work 330am for those curious ones). i love the outdoors at times like this. and i want to play the guitar! but the strings are broken! clumsy cats! booo lahs! -.-"

i think i am sick by saying this "I LOVE DOUBLE WASABI FILET extra extra SAUCE LOL! or just WASABI!"

Countdown to the Nerd Blogskin!

2009-08-28T00:16:00.003+08:00

Yay!

For those peeps who've been buggin me for a new blogskin, here it is! and thanks to the people who countdown-ed with me. i know the idea was stupid but i just thought its cool haha! Sometimes, its stuffs like these that makes life much more interesting. who knows, maybe have a good laugh one day while remisnicing? wahaha!

So, ive been staying at my cousins place(BP) for 5 days. 1 more paper next tuesday! but im already taking a rest. a long one. haha! but but but, i really miss the place where i was brought up ahs.

I wanna take a trip down memory lane.

Update more soon!

cheers,

Hermi!

Dislocated Right Shoulder.

2009-08-22T04:43:00.000+08:00

Arghh!
My arm felt damn pain ever since at work. i swore i could feel a snap on my right shoulder. and i keep having sharp pains when i move my elbow. man, i just hope when i woke up, it'll be fine. i don't want to waste not going for dance practice. =(

I wish for a dance crew

2009-08-16T11:18:00.000+08:00

I wrote lots of stuff yesterday and i accidentally click another page without noticing.
ALL MY POST! why am i so unlucky!! no warning no nothing. SIAN!

just a post to remind me.

Back to Square One.
It feels like i never knew anything before. I'm at a loss of what to do.I don't know what to do after everyday. No inspirations and its like there's nothing to look forward to!
Why do i feel like this?!

I wish for a dance crew.

Fucking Work!

2009-08-02T23:59:00.002+08:00

Just for tonight, i really HATE my work.

Incident:
When i went out of my house, i already knew today was a bad day to start off. Especially with a runny nose, and under the hot sun, it makes things worst. I went to work and after a few hours, my runny nose became annoying. i was then asked to go to another branch to get some stuff; heavy stuff of course, if not i wont be the one doing it ~ (acts strong :P). when i reached back, i was asked to manage the customers straight without a short break of just 1 minute, plus damn long queue ahs. Worst part is, stocks are down. Even though it close at 2300, it was only 1020 and the working manager told me, if customer buys the food, then we fry from fridge. wtf, long queue, down stock, short of worker, FUCKING FLU. what else do you want! i was super fucking stress. every few mins,i ignored my customer and went to washing area to blow my nose. damn annoying lah. if not for this flu, i probably wont have any problem. i swore my eyes were on tears at one point of time.
I normally dont post stuffs like this but because of this incident, i really really hate my work! its like theres no welfare for employees at all!

Anyways, next time i blog again will be after 7 aug - when all my assignments are over! See you readers around and drink more water and exercise regularly okay! signing out with a note - stay healthy!

Started as one, ended as one

2009-07-20T12:12:00.005+08:00

Sometimes i just wonder why...
'Started as one, Ended as the only one.'
Damn true. I don't know what to do anymore lahs.
but but but...
I will train hard. i want to see myself somewhere.
i thought we were suppose to go through this together. but it seem like im going through it alone. wheres all the hype that we used to have. wheres the support and confidence that you have. i thought you said nothing can affect your passion, of what all of us wanted to be. but you are different now. you changed.

Bus rides again

2009-07-14T23:12:00.003+08:00

i fell asleep solving my sudoku puzzle book in school...

Bus rides.
Past few days ive been feeling damn tired after school and kept taking bus home. but bus rides really bring back lots of memories. i remember a time where i waited at the bus stop for the old type of bus that has no airconditioning. and i had to wait for like 4-5 same bus that passed. finally, there it goes! i love the long windy bus ride, especially if it rains.

Twitter.
Hah. Okay, lets just say i was bored and signed up for twitter account. For those who wanna follow me or asked me to follow you, just drop a tag or msn yeah? once im free, ill edit this page with twitter side bars. haha! wooo! Twitter!

Lots to do. ill stop here for now (:

Mum asked what did i studying in school? I felt awkward.

McCafe - a girl from yesterday

2009-07-13T00:16:00.006+08:00

I knew that face. I saw her before. Whats her name? Why does she look so familiar?
Ahem... Hermi! Snap out of it! somehow, she brightened up my day today. thanks (:

Regret.
If only time can reverse to the day when poly starts. If only i were hardworking and had a positive mindset, all this problems wont happen. But, no point regretting.
I have to re-focus.

Just a short post yeah. at least its updates! haha!

Exhaustion

2009-07-11T05:48:00.002+08:00

Exhaustion.
TODAY was the most tiring and worst day of this semester. I slept for 2 hours and woke up for class at 830am. because of dont know whatever reason, SMW lesson have been changed from tues 9am-11am to fri 3pm-5pm. MY BEAUTY FRIDAY. My day doesnt end at 5pm though. after the dmit agm which ended roughly about 730pm, i went home straight to change up for work which at 9pm. NO REST NO NOTHING. I ended work at 330am. I feel damn exhausted lahh! my throat is damn dry, even drinking water doesnt help. last thing i want to do is to sleep without nothing being accomplished.
--complaints & more complaints. stupid hermi (:

Packed Weekends.
I have so many things to do and settle over the weekends. i dont know where or how to start. fyp so troublesome. assignments due at the wrong timing. i think my whole schedule was cockup from the very beginning.
--how should i start ): maybe sleeping will help. cos i feel damn stress now for no particular reason.

Migrain?

2009-07-09T22:09:00.004+08:00

Heyy.

School.
School just started this week and i already skipped 2 days. not on purpose though. i felt sick. but i didnt go to the doctor. just a minor flu, cough, headache caused by rough days i suppose. but today i woke up and got a really bad headache. could it be migrain? my sis told me it was because i think too much and got stressed. but whats there to stress about? =/
i wonder...

Back on Track

2009-07-05T05:18:00.003+08:00

MST.
Heh. okay, lets see. MST is over finally, but this makes me worry for fyp. feel damn guilty and scared lah! i havent been doing what i suppose to do. but i doubt anyone in my group is too. i will chiong on sunday. god bless me please.
Lets get over my part and then i can be back on track hopefully.

Ice Age 3.
Watched with Jiawei, Huixuan and Liyana. Damn weird clique lah! Hah, BUT i really enjoyed myself for like ages lol. laugh, talk, slack and stuff. hah, so many things to write that happened but i am not typing it out lol! cos feel damn noob on some moments. only jiawei will know this part (:
Next stop, 'UP!'

Weekends.
Friday night i was pissed.
Saturday night i was bored.
That sums up the night after work and reaching home 4am++. And i kept sleeping at 7am like for the past few days -.-!

Dance.
Yeah finish with the music remix and stuff after chionging it for 2 days. if only i can do this for my assignments and projects -.-! i think i only put effort in something i like. i need to change for the good of my future, seriously. Anws, i cant wait for sch to start to meet my friends and of course DANCE!

At times like this, i really wish i have a close friend to talk to.

Mee Goreng Vomit =/

2009-06-26T00:59:00.003+08:00

Sick.
Nah, its not swine flu! not all symptoms are present plus i feel fine... who knows xD. okay, it doesnt matter anyways. im working in a food and beverage line so anyone with h1n1 can just stop by and germ-inised the place. As long as i feel clean and capable thats good enough (: But, i feel that its a food poison case. Me and my shift manager felt hungry and while waiting for the new equipments to be installed in the store. so i went out to buy some mee goreng, and its tasteless. i reached home at about 430am, feeling very giddy and i puked in my toilet sink! whats worst is that , the sink got STUCKED and that is a GROSS PIECE OF SHIT AND I HAD TO CLEAN THE MESS UP LOL! ~i swore i almost choked to death while vomitting. couldnt breathe a thing.

stupid MAMA SHOP! im not gonna buy from you again! please step up your hygiene man!

Next day i only remembered waking up at 8pm, took some pill and slept again at 10pm. yeah, dont need to guess. i slept the whole day friggin day. next day i talked to my shift manager about it and its double confirmed plus chop its the mee goreng!

Demoralized.
Warning letter received on 22 June 09 for ISPA. now i wonder how the school checks and admins the system. since when is there school on 22 June? sch ended like 2 weeks ago damn. and damn morning class. STUPID UNDISCIPLINED HERMI!
~wake up can you? now aint the time to enjoy.

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i just need a good rest off schoolwork. which part did i not understand that friends are in it together as a whole. or is it just me.

unwelcomed.

2009-06-23T02:42:00.002+08:00

Smiles.
Nope, not because its my day. not because theres good news. BUT because i had a damn good dream. haha! love was in the airrr. -- grats hermi! it still sets you nowhere. it doesnt seemed gory until i tell people about it. its not supposed to be that way at all! ):

Vivo Outing.
Walked around vivo. ate pasta. pet safari. DrumZout event at the sky garden stage was a blastttt! voodooDolls damn dope ah! Lets say, unplanned but i still had one of the best times catching up with jiehui, jw, hx and weishan. and then met dehui, enming and weiliang. hah. slack at skygarden at night and the rest that went to dmit outing at sentosa came. but we were so bored that me, jw and hx decided to go to ben and jerry. banana split with a coffee coffee buzz buzz buzz. and then home sweet home. thanks peeps for spending yoiur time with me! haha!
Free Frape Double Chocolate! Must thank myself for being a Mccafe coffee addict last time. (:

Dance.
Thank jiehui for accompanying me today yeah. and jiayou for your locking class. i have faith that you will improve alot ahs! just keep dancing ok! next time we have a locking battle lol!

a private blog for me?

Hmm

2009-06-14T03:58:00.003+08:00

I have to start somewhere.

Randomness.
a guy told me i look cool with the emo look.
i thought i changed. did i really?

Hmm.
Okay, to some concern peeps. im not emo, really. im just angry and likes to fret on minor stuffs. i hate myself for making stupid decisions. ends up putting my life into a worser state. my schedule, my hobbies, my life. time cuts shorts and stuff. yeah, this is the place to complain. if i emo, i wont blog out so much stuff one ahs (:

I learnt to setup wedding stages (:

average teen life

2009-06-10T01:58:00.003+08:00

i wish to have a normal average teenage life.
is that so hard to get? =(

Effed up holiday.
3 weeks of break turned to 3 weeks of madness. I find myself in some shit now. i cant quit and i cant stop thinking how the future will turn out to be. i am useless planning my own future and always end up this way. i hate myself for thinking recklessly without thinking twice. stupid stupid stupid. FYP and assignments and lots more. fcuk, i think its just ME.

im tired. i should just go to sleep =/

first public performance

2009-05-31T23:50:00.003+08:00

Is this the end or a brand new start.

Dance.
Keeping It Real - Just Crew
Yeah, performance was dope! it was a splendid performance. I enjoyed it so much. I love adrenalines! I love the stage! I love to dance! haha! I may not be good but i enjoyed it irregardless. a learning experience each time. Thanks lots peeps, for supporting and helping me out in everything.

and thanks Justis! thanks for believing in us and giving us a stage to experience performing. you are the best and always will be (:

Fri and Sat.
These 2 days had never felt so lonely before. No dance ): ~emotional

Screwed.
I think im screwed in school.
and and and.
fyp sucks big time. a year long module. a year long of suffering.

how i wish life was a fairytale.

24th May 09, 1st Dance Performance!

2009-05-24T00:49:00.003+08:00

It works not to think about it for a moment.
but no matter what, you cant run away forever.
focus, boy.

Dance.
24th May, Khoo Auditorium(SCGS).
After 2 months of hard work and effort, the time is Now! i hope ive practiced enough to be able to reach the performance level and standard. just abit more (: Jiayou peeps! i'm nervous yet excited. the event may be small but it is big for me. first public performance yeah. To be able to dance with peeps who have passion for dance is just awesome. i hope everyone's spirits stay!
just this dance.
just crew.

Stress.
after tomorrow, things are gonna be hell. hope to pull through without casualties =/

fcuked up biatch

2009-05-20T16:45:00.002+08:00

i dont know how i should feel.
i hate this feeling but i cant help it.
its pissing me off.
damn stupid fcuked up biatch worker.

i feel like shit

2009-05-20T01:16:00.002+08:00

i feel like shit.
wrote few para's but ended up deleting them.
theres far been too many problems or should i say commitments to what i want to do.

my desktop just crashed.
everything is lost.
how worse can it get.
fuck.

i want to get to the end of everything.
sorry.

Updateeee

2009-05-06T00:04:00.003+08:00

Update.
Okay. i know i have lots to update. But i'll just update those that i remember at this moment =) i forgotten the dates. too much happened and i nvr take note of them =/ 1 month flies fast just like that.

Dinner with Mz and Yy.
We ate at Pastamania. I just realised it is quite cheap as i thought its cost is like $20 per meal. thats cos i thought pasta is something like a big shot restaurant. i was wrong. minus off the student price and some pastas worth $7+, i spent a like $9+ only. heh. anws, finally we get to find some free time to catch up with each. though im sorry that i dont have much to talk about me lol. i think im a boring guy. this is reality. well, it was fun hanging out yeah. next time, i will remember to take a picture of us in that car racing game wahaha!

Lunch/Dinner with nerd sis, ethel.
Hah. Okay, after like 1 year of being nerd family, this is like the first time ever we went out to eat alone. I think we need to set a date to remember how we even start being NERDS. so we can like celebrate it once a year. and put this rule.
'Whatever you buy on that day, comes out from my wallet and whatever i buy on that day, comes out from your wallet.'
Nerd TREATS! =P anws, i had a fun time out there. doing lots of stupid stuffs, eating and slacking and etc. hah, we are dope. =)

Random wants.
- To be able to dance and performing it well. ~Heh, good luck to me.
- To be Strong and Fit. ~lol?

And and and...
Nite! im off to sleep!

ITP Countdownnn

2009-04-15T15:36:00.003+08:00

ITP.
okay, my supervisor is on leave, yet again. if she can work from home, i want to do that too -.- ahhhh. time passes very slow when i have no work to do. I DO have a Task but i dont understand the reference file. and i cant ask questions when she's not around because its supposed to be confidential too. boo!
and and and lets countdown to end of ITP. 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 ! start of school -.- , what cliche is this.

Wants.
Okay, i suddenly have lots of crave to want to do something. like
- play marbles
- BBQ with outdoor camping
- watch fireworks
- sit by the bay and catch up with friends
- decent dinner =P

okayyy. i want to have a colorful blogskin, but i need inspirations =(

Good News!

2009-04-14T13:04:00.002+08:00

Dance.
Good news for me!
Okay, just received an email that those Jabba-Masks are found and may/will be using for the performance. heh, cool. now i shall be more confident with those masks around =DD i'll be having practice session with some guys later in the late evening. time flies very slow during itp.
~hiding behind masks.
I want to create my own character out of those mask. not an impersonation.
School.
Yay! i dont know whether to celebrate or to hate lol. school is Fun because its not working. everyday seemed like slacking. but i just hate the thoughts of FYP starting. It means busy road ahead of me. i hope it wont be too late for me to start my proper learning journey =S

1 month hiatus

2009-04-13T12:05:00.002+08:00

1 Month.
Almost reaching a month now without blogging. I dont understand but its like i dont have the blogging mood for the past few weeks. I admit, i have no reason not to blog. It just doesnt occur in my mind to blog daily =P. Regardless, i think its kinda good in a way that 'yesterday should not be remembered'; you may want to forget certain stuffs. And no promise, ill try to update my blog weekly at least okay? hah!

Commitments.
So many things are happening at one time. i hate this, always. ive got lots of commitments - dance, work, friends and problems. There's one more which i try not to bother myself with; Love - not yet. Okay lets get back to this part later. Anyways, Ive been busy lately. Camp is finally over; a hectic workload. its been taking away my sleep but i am happy with what i did and i dont regret the slightest bit. Dance had been taking my weekends; no break until recital's over. i want to do this. And to some of my friends. Im really sorry i couldnt meet up with you even for a simple lunch/dinner in the weekends. Im on financial budget and cant spend much. Even the journey cost a bunch. Sorry i didnt make it. Ive so many people i want to catch up with but budget and time is tight on my side. Once my stuffs are over, lets go out kay? hope you guys understand.

Love.
I recently had some thoughts around me that made me want to talk about it and to piece everything up. It always jumbles up in my mind and i end up being confused myself. One reason i try not to fall in love is because there are always more cons as already proven. All this time, i misunderstood my own understanding of love. I dont want a short relationship nor a 'try' relationship. I may not be good at love itself but one thing i know is; when i love you, it means i really love you.
I find myself contradicting my own words sometimes. Instead of not thinking about it, sometimes i let those emotions in me and i will dwell over it. I admit, i am falling in love. But it is getting nowhere and i will only be exagerating and getting emotional about it. I will snap out of it sooner or later. so im okay =D no worries.

Cool, i actually blogged this long when i have the mood xD.
Lets hope the mood stays. Cya, im outta here. Lunch time =D

2009-03-17T22:15:00.004+08:00

Nerd Production - Graffiti is Loveee.

Bored.

Hahs, i've been playing around with Photoshop. It's sorta become my game lol. I really have nothing to do besides ITP on weekdays and dance on weekends. I really hate not having holidays =/ I wanna go out to some cool places. I wanna go sightseeing! =(

Blog.

Realised i haven't been blogging for like 3 weeks. I wasn't that buzy yet i find it hard to find a time to update my blog sometimes. It always have to depend on my mood lol. ~ Sorry peeps.

lady luck. where are you.

2009-03-01T22:50:00.002+08:00

Shucks.
I seem to be very very unlucky this past few days.
Everything keeps going wrong.
I am getting more down as the days go by.

Where is my lady luck?

Short Para

2009-02-26T00:53:00.003+08:00

Short Post.
I think i'm beginning to hate my previous posts with just one sentence lol. It's just like Not blogging at all. ~Hermi, stop cheating just to update your blogs hahs~!

Hooray!
Exams are finally over. I just hope that all those hard work of studying pays off. Let's not talk about it since its done. I don't know whether to celebrate or not? Next week is ITP. This means no holidays. ~~I want to cry lol!~~ and and and . . . Boo!

I think i already made a bad reputation of myself in my ITP.
the appointment sucks. seriously.

I want to look forward to the holidays.
I want it badly. But i don't get a chance at all.
I don't want to forget her
~a song for a stranger

sad

2009-02-22T03:32:00.003+08:00

my teeth hurts like its having sensititive teeth and eats ice cream 24/7.
how can one not be sad?

Dreaming of you

2009-02-20T00:12:00.001+08:00

I had a very happy dream today =D

but...

everything's so blur now =(

rainbow after rain

2009-02-15T23:38:00.003+08:00

I was reading some of my friends blog.
2 outcome i would say.
Happiness.
or Emotional.

I used to be very different. Unstable, emotional, lost and weak. Every single thing that happened to me never fails to keep me in deep thoughts. Who. What. Why. Where. How. Brought me to tears, unhappiness. Always dejected. Family, Friends, Love. Everything that mattered so much meant nothing. Regardless having friends by my side, i always felt lonely. Everything was complicated. I don't even treat myself as a friend.
~you are your first friend.

I regret everything. I regret wasting 4 years of my life in black and white. But i am really proud of myself for realising it now. even at a late stage. it is really okay. Why should we keep thinking of problems that sometimes don't exist? where there's still strength, there's always a future. Look at the bright side guys =D

Shagged.

To NerdSis

2009-02-14T17:53:00.003+08:00

Life itself is vast indeed.
Always too many or too less.
Noone is perfect.

But one thing we know is that. When we care for someone, we don't expect anything in return. Even if you are down the drain or above all skies, we still care because we love you for who you are. You don't have to be embarassed for anything at all.

We can't have all our friends together. We can't be commiting to them always because there's others. But it is really okay. To put it simply, as long you continue doing what you love is already good enough. Even a small note of 'heyy' meant something. ~that we never forgot about them.

This year's V-day shucks big time :D ~Hahs.

Assignments Finally Over

2009-02-09T01:20:00.002+08:00

Back to Vandalize.
Heyy. I’ve been too buzy doing my assignments that i neglected my own blog. Hah, sorry blog! I miss ya :D Okay. Time to scribble and vandalise.

Assignments.
Oh well, finally over with it. I don’t wanna talk about it anymore. Gives me headaches =x. I swear, i was down with a high fever doing one of them. Shucks! Fever again. I hate it! But exams are coming. I’m seriously fedup lol. No break, No holidays, not even after this semester due to ITP.
~I feel .....d

I Need a Break.
I seriously want to take a break off SCHOOL AND OTHER STUFF. I just wanna relax till i’m sick of it lol. Bahs, stop daydreaming. It will not happen, not to me. I miss slacking. I miss dancing. I miss my friends. I miss my freedom.
~if people DO sleepwalk. i WISH i could sleepdance :D

Her smile is beautiful.
but she don’t even know me.

Nerd is Back

2009-01-24T00:12:00.002+08:00

Stupid Nerd.
'Here's the stupid nerd again~~'
I am proud to be a nerd hahs~!
Though im not stupid; just a little truant =)
~Nerd! if i stupid u what? HAHS~!

Hermi.
'Once upon a time, there lived a boy called Hermi.'
The End.
Lol~!
~Nothing much bout me ahs. =)

Super Tiring Day.
Woke up at 5am after sleeping at 1am+ . Sleepily went to school. Since it was only 7am when i reached, i went up to T19 Level 3 benches to sleep. I think its one of my favourite bed to sleep recently lol. Had CLI test and i think its a pass. THINK only ahs~! I slept for 30 mins of my practicals on the chair. Had PT Lunch. My only comment is, food was nice because its free. and i'm really starting to hate pizza hut. Went home after that and watched Tv.

Dance.
I was hungry, went out earlier to eat at Shaw House. They should really put more seats over there. KFC-ed. Dance dance dance. I was early, thought of practicing but there were people much more earlier than me, including Justis, first time ahs lol~! In the end, slacked and talked till lesson start. Tiring warmups, tiring routine. But worth the effort and time.
~its still a long way to go =(
but this time, i am confident.

How to start blogging

2009-01-18T01:07:00.003+08:00

Seriously, i don't know how to blog.

Cant find a way to start.

>.<

stop it.

2009-01-09T00:31:00.006+08:00

New Style.
Okay, i'm trying out a new paragraph layout.
Past one had its disadvantages =(
~test.

Boring.
School was very boring. I reached school early and actually came for my first morning lesson! and and and, it was REALLY my first morning class ever since school reopen! Cool ahs! =) After school, went to AMK Hub to get a thumbdrive. I lost it recently and external HDD is just too expensive! I was walking in circles. Up and down the escalators. Without realising it until i received a phone call. Whats up with me lol. Went to get a 4GB thumbdrive for 20 dollars. Walked home.

321.
3 assignments to settle by tonight.
2 down =/
1 more to go which can wait.

im off to sleep.
~stop it

updates

2009-01-06T23:22:00.002+08:00

Back to School.

5th January.
I dont want to go for the morning lesson.
I hate and hate and HATE the lecturer of DSM.
No point going for any of his lessons seriously.
Bahs, If GP is 5%, fuck it lol!

Dance Session.
Bahs in the end only jiehui came down to dance.
Must thank him big time ahs.
Practiced some techniques, listened to new music beats, thought of choreos and tried them out.
I had fun teaching him though lol.
But you need to relax!
And paiseh for being so crazy =x
and its not the first time lol!

6th Jan.
Skipped morning class again cos i wanted to stay at home and watch cartoon =)
Joined Leo and Wan for workout at the stadium.
Sometimes, running makes you forget.
Temporarily.

addiction.

2009-01-04T00:27:00.003+08:00

Weeeeeeeee!
Officially addicted to TV!
Cartoons and more Cartoons!

2nd Jan.
I slept at home throughout.
Woke up at 5pm after countless of times doing this:
Sleep TV Sleep TV Sleep TV Sleep TV
Decided to go for a run at Bishan Park.
For once, it was damn packed with adults.
I'm the only kid down there =)
Time to tone my fitness.
Slept again.

3rd Jan.
Went down to Kembangan bbqwholesale to order nxt week's class chalet food.
Once a favourite, but not anymore since today.
Their system changed alot.
Just doing business i guess.
Decided to go home and watch tv.
Slept again.
thats bout all =/

I wanna go out for foodspree!
anyone?

Start of 2009! a brand new start

2009-01-01T01:07:00.003+08:00

Year 2009.
Happy New Year!
*Fireworks* I love them!
A brand new year for everyone.
So what's your Resolution?
I don't know mine.
I only know, i wanna do something! Haha!
Every year is always unique with its life contents.
Love, Friends, Aims, Goals.
I learned alot in 2008, probably the best years of my life.
Its thanks to all of you who have been part of my life.
You taught me the true meaning of everything.
I may sound like a kid but FUN indeed plays a part in it.
a mere thank you isnt enough.
you're everything.

School.
I never felt so tired before.
Monday starts at 830am, and i reached school at 12+
Tuesday starts at 8am, and i reached school at 2+
Dang, whats turning into me.
I can't concentrate on anything at all now.
I know i want to focus on one thing but the others never fail to keep me buzy
I feel so stupid.

Friends.
If i could, i would write down a list of all my friends.
I would write down how i feel about everyone.
But, this year...
Ask me yourself and i'll tell you! Haha!
Who was your first ever friend?

Anws, that's bout everything. =)

XMAS!

2008-12-27T23:23:00.003+08:00

25th December.
Happy Xmas Everyone!
Okay, went Town with Jan, Jiehui, Alpha and Ericson.
Slacked. Slacked. Slacked.
Walked. Walked. Walked.
Photo Hunt!
Haha!

26th December.
DMIT Disco Party!
Dance Dance Dance!
Jump Jump Jump!
Pleasee don't stop the music.
Thanks Deejays! Love the music!
To conclude, I had a really FUN time out there!
P.S. - Kellyn relax lah, got me no worries! wheres my present!

School.
Reopening in 1 days time.
if holidays means assignments, i hate school.

Guy Shopping!

2008-12-23T00:22:00.003+08:00

Movie.
Went to watch IP MAN unexpectedly.
Me, Jan and Alpha were too tired to walk.
So we ended up finding a place to sit down and rest.
It's a Cinema! omg!
Anws, its one of the best movie i've watched so far =/
Cos` i think its been months since i last went to a cinema.
Maybe it was Death Note.
I cant remember.

Jurong Point 2.
Okay, went to walk around JP2 to look for shirts/pants.
Seriously i need to buy myself some things.
My daily shirts are like only the white SP tee and DMIT Poly50 tee.
Halfway, realised ive been longing for track pants.
So walked around and found one that suits me (i think), but it cost a fortune.
Bahs, i really need to spend wisely =/
I must stop spending money on food so i can save up on shirts and other stuff.
But food is really TEMPTING!
i don't want to take any risk anymore.
sorry.
i'll just be waiting silently.

Sad Show

2008-12-22T01:38:00.004+08:00

20th December.
Okay, slacked home whole day.
Housekeeping but i ended up hooking to the comp all day.
Went to Woodlands for shopping.
Shopping alone is seriously damn boring.
I need someone to accompany me lol!
Anyone?
Along the way, i saw her. But, she's just an eyecandy.
21st December.
Worked.
Sick.
What else can i ask for.
After work, went window shopping at Marina Square.
Well, kinda fun i guess.
Of course not to mention, US doing lots of stupid things.
Crapping.
Talking.
Slacking.
Pictures up soon.

. . .
. . .

These feelings that i have for you...
I know...
Even if we are together...
Will be gone in 1 or 2 years time...
So, i want to leave this moment now...
This happy memory that we both have...
Till the end of us...
After this glance...
I will never turn back...
~left unsaid.
I almost cried after watching this show.
Damn sad ahs the ending. =(

dad i miss you

2008-12-19T02:40:00.003+08:00

Had a talk at home.
And it kept me thinking.

Where are you?
I don't know what i've been doing.
To hate, to love or to miss.
You're gone for too long.
Its like, you don't even exist anymore.
please, guide me...
I really miss you, ... Dad.
But, i don't want to go back.
I don't want those pointless tears.
i just want to run away from everything.

Back to Tempo

2008-12-15T22:56:00.002+08:00

Today was fun!

DanceDanceDance.
Tried out new studio in sch, FC5-211.
Cheers to everyone who came down!
I love the choreo that were taught by Popper and Nerd.
Contemporary hiphop is nice lahs.
Back to tempo i guess =)

Vivo.
Okay, went to vivo to have dinner with some peeps.
Ate Yong Tau Fooooooooo!
Trained back home.
Rooftop memories.
Nothing left.

snowflakes at amkhub

2008-12-12T23:59:00.007+08:00

Bubbbles.
It looks like snowFlakes.

Ang Mo Kio Hub.
Okay, i went to get red shoelaces at 77th Street.
A new look for my shoe i guess =)

Dance.
Finally, back to studios and practicing.
and Slacking and slacking...
and more slacking...
I don't know why, but it just doesn't feel right.
I need to find back the crazy and wild me.
~ and fast.

Assignments.
ETH, OPS, WSNA, WEBS, DSM.
Fuck all these assignments.
Fuck DISM.

I think i got it figured out.

STUPID DOCTOR

2008-12-08T18:09:00.002+08:00

Stupid Doctor.
I went in a clinic for my typhoid injection.
It's the first time i see a Blur Sotong doctor.
First, he kept looking around for the typhoid tubes.
After which, he used the syringe to suck in the liquid from the tubes.
The liquid wasn't enough, and he looked around, and told the nurse that they had no more typhoid tubes.
The nurse found it in a small fridge.
The doctor don't even bother to throw the syringe and the previous liquid.
He just used the previous one and sucked in from the new tube.
I placed my arm on the table, and he just pushed the syringe and the liquid sprayed all over my arm and table. -.-
Okay, then he spammed the alcohol thingy and rubbed my arm before the injection.
After the injection ( Lets hope he injected at the correct spot ), he asked me to press the cotton.
And said i can go.
I asked him, i thought you are suppose to put a plaster over the spot?
-.-

Okay, Bad day. I mean seriously!
You know how SCARY this is anot lol!

Updates at last.

2008-12-08T01:31:00.003+08:00

I miss everyone.
Even myself.

Mid-Semester Test.
Finally, its over.
Result?
Hope to pass all.
But i think its impossible.
Good luck.
I really want to quit tis course.

Updates.
I don't know where to start.
Okay, maybe like, FOW?

Freshmen Orientation Workshop.
Another dmit event.
As long as everyone had fun, it's worth it.
This concludes all.

Something Random.
Looking forward to:
Dance.
Disco Party.
Outing.
Next Holidays.

I don't even know who i am.

Tough time.

2008-11-22T02:05:00.004+08:00

Tough time.
I've been in a daze these past few days.
For those affected, i'm really sorry.
I can't tell you. I don't want you guys to worry.
Things happened and it brought me into deep thinking.

Yesterday felt so surreal.
Today seemed too empty.
Tomorrow never felt so blank as before.

I'm getting more worried by the day...
I'm mentally tired...
i'm afraid of losing anyone again.
i don't know if i can control myself if that happens.

Time flies...

2008-11-15T00:32:00.003+08:00

Time flew so fast...
Lots of things happened...
Well, at least i got it over with...
Heya, u gotta get over it...

Friday, 14th November.
I reached school at 130pm, just in time for lunch with some peeps.
Printed and submitted CLI Assignment.
Crashed into STARS Training briefing cos i was pulled there for some reason haha!
I was really tempted at the Chips and Dale Plushie ever since the bazaar was setup at T19.
So, me and ethel aka nerdSis bought and gave ourselve a bday present each.
Happy Birthday Nerds! =)
(Pics up soon!)

DMIT Lan Gaming Competition.
Before compy, my hand was already spammed with 'tattoo'.
'The Winner'
It's still a long way to go till the end.
I'm only playing for a reason. dMIT
(Pics up soon!)

Lost.
I realised i havent been to lesson for 2 days.
I'm really lost at my studies.
Practicals.
Tutorials.
Lectures.
I missed them too much that i felt like giving up.

I want time.
I need more time.

Too much to take.

2008-11-08T23:19:00.003+08:00

I don't have time for anything right now.
Everyday lands me home after 12am.
I want to do what i want.
But i just can't.
Fuck.

8th November.
SP Wave13: Soul Searching
A tale about the life of a teenage girl.
With passion in contemporary modern and hiphop dance.
She went through the different kinds of genre.
Everything was simply fabulous.

7th November.
SP DJ Party
Went with Des, Khaz, Fq, Pat, Val, Minglee and Kellyn.
It wasn't as good as expected.
Because since the start, its only trance songs.
Hiphop only comes when we are about to leave.
Boo!

6th November.
Badminton Event.
I did not like the event as much.
But i made more friends.
And thats good enough.

If u see me being aggresive, dont really mind me.
Cos' I reached my limit.

FUNKBORED

2008-11-03T11:40:00.007+08:00

Bored in class again lol.
Okay, i used Paint program.
Not bad for a 5 min work haha.
Cya.

Slacking like old times

2008-11-03T01:07:00.014+08:00

2nd November.

Slacking in Town.
Met up with Sheri, Eric, Jan and Jie Hui.
Kinda an impromptu outing.
Everything we did were on-the-spot-think-one.
Actually, i wanted to go to Far East to take pics of the Halloween Decoration at basement floor but when we went there, it's GONE =(
So, we dined at Shaw House as we were all hungry.
Only movie i wanted to watch is Saw V but it is R-21.
and Sherilyn confirm can't enter LOL.
So, we walked around, hoping to find some place to take pics.

Youth Park.
I remembered this place was full of Graffiti.
And i think they changed the graffiti into a halloween theme.
Or i just didnt realise they were there for years already.
Took some pics.

Tried to look cool on youth park Stage.

Hermi: Why are we touching her cheeks?
Jie Hui: I don't know, i'm just following you.

Sheri: Booooo!

Slacked.
Okay, we slacked at this place.
I remembered i last went there for some seminar on O Levels and some DISM talk.
Joked around, talk bout some weird stuff.
Like the Curse of Ericson and Jie Hui.
Well, it's either they are really cursed or its just a coincidence.

It's been awhile since i last slacked like this.
I looked forward to every moments like this.
Away from work.

Happy Halloween

2008-11-01T01:14:00.003+08:00

Happy Halloween.

I want to celebrate Halloween!

But, no friends to slack out with this weekend.

And why do i suddenly have the urge to go to NS Halloween Special.

...

Im bored.

I mean, seriously.

No updates.

2008-10-30T00:56:00.003+08:00

No updates.
I mean it lol.
It's like nothing big is happening to me right now.
Everyday is just the same boring day.

Training.
Okay, i'm kind of like working out every tuesday.
Running and just static-ups.
I don't know why but i just feel like it.
And that's not the reason anymore - for those who is involved.
I wish, it will rain every tuesday.
Running in the rain is the best exercise ever.

Hi my name is Hermi.
My hobby is to Slack.

I gave up, so don't ask me why.

Wonka Nerds

2008-10-28T15:19:00.002+08:00

Wonka Nerds!

Okay this is very random.

I was bored in class.
Its lecture of IT Law at LT17B.

I think its a waste of time coming.

Alexander Arc

2008-10-28T08:24:00.002+08:00

Alexander Arc

Random Shot.

The bridges and the canopy.

I wish i lived in that HDB Flat.

I can see the sea from here xD

Look at how high the walk is.

This is the balloon teddy bear i queued for during dinner time from the clown.
I was the only guy who queued apart from all the kids. =x

Pissed.

2008-10-28T00:02:00.002+08:00

Chaotic. Confused. Pissed.
This is how i feel currently.
I just realised i have so much to do.
its a 4-day week and i don't know how to schedule my stuff.
So much to do yet too little time.
I just hope things will turn out well.
I feel like giving up in everything already.

27th October.
I spent my day at home.
Sleeping. Watching Tv. Slacking. Gaming.
Nothing much today.

Sunday, 26th October.
I can't recall what i did today.
Whats wrong with me.
I only recalled waking up the next day at 11am.

Saturday, 25th October.
Community Service for the Pink Ribbon.
It's some breast cancer walk event thingy.
Anyway, the event was okay, but very time wasting.
Went to Alexander Arc at Hortpark.
Alexander Arc - is some Canopy Forest walk that existed in Singapore.
I didn't even know there is such a place.
I'm just gonna say, the place is wonderful.
One of the best place for sightseeing and photography.
and HortPark itself is the best garden i've seen in Singapore.
One day, i wanna go there and slack with some friends.
Pictures uploaded soon.

Emo or not to emo...

2008-10-24T23:06:00.002+08:00

24 October 08.

In that dream, i had courage.
But in real life, i am a nobody.

School.
Okay i was Late for school today because i insist on sleeping and continue the dream.
Everything seemed so surreal.
Wish i could stay in that dream Forever.
To summarize school, it is very boring today.

Assignments.
Okay, assignments pilling up soon.
But i just don't understand.
Dateline - January.
Start - Now.

Dance.
Okay, i really like today's choreo.
Cool steps and moves.
Quite unexpected.
and something Random.
What Hurts the Most - Rascal Flatts.
I listened to it on my way back home and felt like choreo-ing the steps already.
Can't wait for November.

She's a gemini too =(

Slap the nerd!

2008-10-22T00:54:00.007+08:00

Slap the Nerd!

Check out my Results and Score!

I became a Nerd playing this game!

Okay, at least, it was fun playing it.

Release your emotions by slapping all those nerds.

Challenge me :P

Links - http://www.2dplay.com/slap-the-nerd/slap-the-nerd-play.htm

I'm very tired right now.

I'm going to sleep.

Newton Dinner

2008-10-20T01:09:00.005+08:00

Newton Hawker Center.
When i reached i was damn pissed.
The waiters there keep asking and pointing us to the seats.
It's like, i know where i want to eat so just fuck off already.
Okay, so i went there with my family and my aunt's.

Newton hawker center has been recognised for its Seafood Delicacies.
Chilli Crab, Clamps, Oysters, Squids, Stingray and many more.
It was damn good ah.
I think, everything cost bout $180++
At least, its worth it for an 8 person dine-in.

And i'm currently addicted to this Bakugan cartoon series.
Bakugan Battle Brawlers!

New BlogSkin

2008-10-19T14:02:00.005+08:00

Blogskin.
I decided to change blogskin.
Last one wasn't firefox friendly.
Hope this one works fine.
3 cheers for me.
cos i spent the whole night like 3 hours doing this.
Damn im slow.

Should i change the links?
Opinions please.

2008-10-18T02:42:00.002+08:00

School.
Lectures, Practicals and Tutorials.
Pretty much the same of everything.
I just don't understand why they like to repeat what we have previously studied.
Okay, i love school because, i can drink FC3 Strawberry Milkshake.
It's like super nice ah.

Dance.
I got back to lesson after 1 month of 'Holidays'.
Lots of new faces.
A new beginning.
I shall start all over again from Intro.
Anyway, the new choreo was great.
And i realised it is easier to remember every step.
Yay, i improved!
Can't wait for next week Class and Practice Session.

Weekends.
Not looking forward to the weekends.
Don't think im going out and stuff.
Probably sleeping my days off at home.
Please ask me out =)

TV

2008-10-16T00:24:00.004+08:00

I came across this on the TV.
It sets me thinking.

I don't know my name..
my age..
who is my parents..
All i know is, i'm out here feeling very cold, and still wondering..
where my parents are..
my mum..
my dad..

Imagine u grew up not knowing anything.
This would be a Fear to be feared.

1st day of school

2008-10-13T23:31:00.004+08:00

Goals for 2nd Sem.
So much for aims and goals.
After some time, we forget about it.
In the end, nothing is achieved.
So, no promises. =)

School.
As always, it is tough to be around my classmates.
I don't want to know them.
I don't want them to know me.
Having group assignments is just a waste of time.
I don't like to work with them.
This sem is gonna be very boring.

I need a clique right now.
I need hope.

2008-10-13T00:33:00.011+08:00

The Dance Crew

We had fun doing stupid things =)

Now we look cool =)

Lollipop Shot.

Random shot. But i like the effects.

Thanks to Ethel for the pics.
But she must thank me for making all the pics look cool.
Without me, all look hopeless.
LOL!
jokin' xD

BBQ

2008-10-13T00:10:00.002+08:00

Heyy.
Ignore my previous post.
When i typed that, i wasn't feeling very good.
Restless, Fedup, u know what i mean.

Anyways, look at the bright side!
I'm back into Action.
So much to update, yet i don't know where to start.
But which one do i remember?

DMIT BBQ at Moberly.
A successful event despite the unexpected outcome.
Thanks to everyone that came to support and to enjoy yourself.
Basically this is how it goes:
BBQ
Man Hunt
Performance
Movie Marathon
Tired and went home at about 11+
Pics Uploaded Soon.

Saturday.
Saturday was a very Slacked day.
Reached home, ate my lunch and slept till night.
Watch TV and slept again.

Sunday.
Went Ice Skating at Kallang.
Was quite boring cos noone to disturb =(
Ann Chee and Ethel Pangseh!
Okay, at least, i learned to glide faster.
After that, slacked at Kallang Leisure park.
First time there, and it is a very BAD place.
There is TOO LITTLE food restaurants.

So much for everything.

F

2008-10-09T23:02:00.001+08:00

Fucked up.
I don't know what's wrong with me today.

Dance is Stress.

2008-10-05T18:30:00.003+08:00

Heyy.
Sorry i havent updated for quite some time.
Everyday is a tiring day. No time to blog.
Sometimes quite lazy also Lol!

Selamat Hari Raya.
I just feel like Hari Raya is just like a normal public holiday.
There's just no feel of Raya itself already.
The only thing i looked forward to, was to see my cousins.
If only we lived in kampung, i'm sure this day will be the best day to look forward to every year.

Work.
Finally ended the temporary work.
Earned myself bout $$185.
You don't know how happy i am to have Graduated from Work LOL!
Ok ok, i hate work. But that's the most convenient way to earn cash.

Dance.
Okay, nearing performance.
I am very stressed.
Lots of problems now and then.
Wanted to stop the whole thing but, i already made a promise.
I don't want to make false promises anymore.
Being a newbie with not much experience, i sometimes doubt what i teach or do is right.
Hope you guys can guide me along =)

And and and...
Thanks Ethel, Siuyun, Yvonne, Ann Chee and Dev for supporting me to go for it!
Without u guys, i don't think i'll be here.
<3 you all!

And Jiayou!

Dance updates.

2008-09-27T03:17:00.002+08:00

Friday, 25 Sept 08.
Dance Session.
Called Ervin down to join me.
Practiced some genre.
Lock.Lyrical.Bboy.Hiphop.
I need to put more effort into the feel.
It's hard.

Thursday, 26th Sept 08.
Non-existence day.
Okay, at work, i was very sleepy.
After work, i went straight home and blackout on the sofa till 7pm.
Which i slept again till the next morning.
Damn, my mum bought prata at night, but i was asleep.
Zzzzzzzzzz!

Wednesday, 25th Sept 08.
Dance Session.
Fq, Pat and Dev came.
Practiced Locking.
For the first time, i was kinda high today.
I actually did a hiphop choreo which i never really knew how to!
Okay, so its quite fun to do choreo.
Cos, u keep discovering new moves.
And its always a laughing journey at every stop.
Pic Uploaded Soon.

It seemed like i found a new hobby already.
But to get it into your life is a different thing.
I'll just try my best to see how far can i go till everything dies down again.

office job

2008-09-22T23:31:00.002+08:00

Finally my day is not wasted.
Thanks Dev loads and loads for finding me a prata-ime job.
Haha.

A Day at work.
It was some ePark at Ubi.
It's an office job, well something new for me.
Apart from being in the FnB genre, this would be a new experience =)
Jobscope - Transferring of data (Though to me is something else xD)
A small office but occupied by friendly employees.
Good enough for a comfort zone.
Okay, enough bout my day.
I'm just contented to have a part-time job rather than wasting my life at home rotting.

One thing's for sure.
I am not used to sleeping before 3am.
It's gonna be tough waking up in time =(
Jiayou!

2008-09-21T02:42:00.002+08:00

Heyy.
Okay, i've seen alot of my friends posting up their results on blog.
Congrats to those who achieved their aims.
Try harder for those who never tried hard enough - Jiayou.

Results.
I got a low gpa of 2.34, tho i expected it.
Diploma in Infocomm Security and Management.
Absolutely a wrong choice for me.
Every semester, modules keep getting dryer and dryer.
Everything becomes retarded.
Modules. Assignments. Projects. Classmates.
Seriously, i hate my Course.

But, I don't find any differences between bad and good results.
All are just the outcome of what u want to learn.